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| Thema: Waking up Sa 10 Feb 2018, 16:44 | |
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It was far too early for the sun to wake him now. After long days and even longer nights, nothing felt like it was worth doing anymore. Waking up felt like a pain now, and seeing the sun no longer warmed his heart; it annoyed him. As his eyes fell upon the sleeping figure next to him, his heart sank and filled with dread. There was yet another thing that had changed, he realised. To him, love was not what it used to be.
Before, waking up had been beautiful. It had been the soft kiss of sunlight that he passed on to his favourite person in the entire world, carefully waking her from her dreams before walking into the kitchen and preparing breakfast. All of that seemed so far away now. The throbbing sensation in his chest only increased when he noticed that those feelings were long gone. Looking at her now, sleeping so innocently, all he could think about was how naïve she looked; how naïve he had been. His heart no longer jumped at the sight of her, it sank.
The way she would brush her hair behind her ear all the time no longer made him grin, it made him frown in annoyance. Before, it had made him feel special when she blushed at his words, and now he couldn’t bear to look at her face for longer than a minute without noticing all those flaws he had once found beautiful.
Looking at her now, she seemed so childlike; so small, stubborn and complicated. She appeared to him like a puzzle he had tried, for years, to solve- only to find it unsolvable. He did not hate her. He could never hate her; but the initial spark, the warmth of her presence, all of that was gone, leaving nothing but a void where his feelings should be.
Perhaps now was the first time he was truly waking up.
He was waking up from a dream, and thrown back to reality, and reality was an evil, ugly thing that he could not leave again. Somewhere along the way, he had dragged her into it, and now they both had to suffer. But the ugly part of all this was, that a tiny voice within him had decided she deserved it. A tiny voice inside of him truly hated her, and everything she stood for, because she was the literal embodiment of all he had once been and no longer was. She was everything he had lost, except he hadn’t lost her yet.
He sat there, waiting; he sat there, knowing he would lose her. And he couldn’t stop it.
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Beschwert euch bei Memory wenn ihr jetzt sad seit. Alles Memos Schuld. Mir so'n Bild zu zeigen owo ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~ |
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Gast Gast
| Thema: Re: Waking up So 09 Sep 2018, 23:42 | |
| @ClawGuten Abend. Ich vetstehe absolut nicht, warum hier noch niemand etwas geschrieben hat. Die Geschichte ist gut, ich mag Englische Sachen gerne und ich finde sie interessant. Du beschreibst die Situation gut, weckst Emotionen. Zu viele, haha. Ich finde es nicht zu traurig, nein, ich finde es genau richtig. Denn es ist bzw kann die Wahrheit sein. Leben ist eben kein Ponyhof sondern ein drauf und drunter. Es besteht aus Entscheidungen und Veränderungen. Mich persönlich hat die Geschichte schön zum nachdenken angeregt, wofür ich dir danken möchte. Ich würde sogar noch weiter gehen und sagen, dass du mich inspiriert hast. Wirklich gute Arbeit. (: Wenn du mal wieder etwas schreibst, lass es mich wissen. Ich würde es gern lesen.
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